I don´t know how do I love you. I don’t know in which way I love you now. We used to be best friends, nothing could apart us, we’d never permit it; and then I told you that I loved you as more than as friend, and you said “I love you back”. We started dating, we finished, we missed each one, I cried almost everyday because of you, or better, because of us, I missed “us”, I missed my best friend, I was and I am missing a half of me.
I just can’t take it anymore. It’s too much for just girl, that only yesterday was playing in the backyard. Why am I so worried about it now? I have a war inside my head, and I just can’t take the control of this. Why? I don’t have enough courage to tell anyone about what is really going through my mind. I just would like to know what the hell is going through at all.